Colorado. Runner. Yogi. Fucking hilarious, like, 17% of the time.

delusional smelusional

Have you ever wondered if you're crazy and you just don't know? I've heard that if you're crazy, it never occurs to you to wonder if you're crazy, but I'm going to have to call bullshit on that. In my SUPER extensive (and totally literarily based) experience, crazy people have moments all the time where they realize they might be crazy.

It's not that I think I'm crazy.

I don't DO anything crazy. I mostly just hang out with my dogs and my man and do my homework and go for runs and go to class. None of those things say 'crazy' to me.

It's just that, sometimes, I wonder. What if what I think is normal isn't? Or worse, what if what I think I'm doing isn't what I'm doing? What if, like Buffy in that one episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer which is the best show ever so shut your whore mouth while you're talking about it, I'm in some institution somewhere, all doped up and insisting that I really am in Algorithm Design class to my doctors?

I wonder if the meds are good, in that probably-not institution. I wonder if it's relaxing there.

Anyway. Pretty sure I'm not crazy. You?


well, that's not in the new regulations... carry on.